He'd never been less human… or more beautiful. Face ashen, eyes wide, I sat like a bird locked in the eyes of a snake.
His lovely eyes seem to glow with rash excitement. Then, as the seconds passed, they dimmed. His expression slowly folded into a mask of ancient sadness.
"Don't be afraid," he murmured, his velvet voice unintentionally seductive. "I promise…" He hesitated. "I swear not to hurt you." He seemed more concerned with convincing himself than me.
"Don't be afraid," he whispered again as he stepped closer, with exaggerated slowness. He sat sinuously, with deliberately unhurried movements, till our faces were on the same level, just a foot apart.
"Please forgive me," he said formally. "I can control myself. You caught me off guard. But I'm on my best behavior now."He waited, but I still couldn't speak.
"I'm not thirsty today, honestly." He winked.
At that I had to laugh, though the sound was shaky and breathless.
"Are you all right?" he asked tenderly, reaching out slowly, carefully,to place his marble hand back in mine.
I looked at his smooth, cold hand, and then at his eyes. They were soft,repentant. I looked back at his hand, and then deliberately returned to tracing the lines in his hand with my fingertip. I looked up and smiled timidly.
His answering smile was dazzling.
"So where were we, before I behaved so rudely?" he asked in the gentle cadences of an earlier century.
"I honestly can't remember."He smiled, but his face was ashamed. "I think we were talking about why you were afraid, besides the obvious reason.""Oh, right.""Well?"I looked down at his hand and doodled aimlessly across his smooth,iridescent palm. The seconds ticked by.
"How easily frustrated I am," he sighed. I looked into his eyes, abruptly grasping that this was every bit as new to him as it was to me. As many years of unfathomable experience as he had, this was hard for him, too. I took courage from that thought.
Ashen 灰色的
Sinuously 弯曲地
Repentant 悔改的
Cadences 节奏
Iridescent 彩虹色
他从未像现在这样,更不像人类……或者更加美丽。我的脸色发灰,眼睛睁大了,我坐在那里,就像一只被蛇的目光锁住了小鸟。
他可爱的眼睛似乎因为一阵鲁莽的兴奋而闪闪发光。然后,随着时间一分一秒地过去,它们黯淡下来。他的表情慢慢地变成了一个写满了古老的悲伤的面具。
“别害怕。”他喃喃低语道,他天鹅绒般的声音充满了无心的诱惑。“我保证……”他犹豫了一下。“我发誓我不会伤害你的。”他不止是在说服我,他似乎更想让他自己坚信这一点。“别害怕。”他又一次低声耳语道,走得更近些,步子缓慢得夸张。他弯曲着身子坐下来,故意让动作显得从容不迫,直到我们脸在同一水平线上,只有一步之遥。
“请原谅我。”他用正式的语气说道。“我能控制住自己了。你碰巧赶上了我失去警戒。但现在我非常规矩。”
他等待着,但我还是没法说话。
“不瞒你说,我今天不渴。”他眨了眨眼。
对此我不得不大笑起来,但我的声音很虚弱,几乎透不过气来。
“你还好吗?”他体贴地问道,慢慢地伸出手,小心地,把他宛如大理石般的手放到我手中。
我看着他光洁冰冷的手,然后看向他的眼睛。它们是那么的温和,充满了悔意。我看回他的手,然后不慌不忙地让我的指尖回到他手上,轻描着他掌心的线条。我抬起头,羞怯地笑了。
他报以一笑,那笑容是那么的耀眼。
“那么我们说到哪里了,在我表现得这么粗鲁以前?”他用上个世纪早期的那种文雅的韵律问道。
“不瞒你说,我不记得了。”
他微笑着,但他的神情有些羞愧。“我想我们正谈到你为什么会害怕,在那些显而易见的原因之外。”
“哦,没错。”
“嗯。”
我低下头,看着他的手,漫无目的地在他光洁的,如彩虹般绚丽的掌心里涂鸦着。时间一分一秒地过去了。
“我总是那么容易感到沮丧。”他叹息着说。我看进他的眼睛里,意外地领悟到,这一刻每一点每一滴对他来说都是新的,正如对我一样。即使他拥有着这么多年来深不可测的经历,这对他来说,也很艰难。我从这个念头中得到了勇气。
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